I want you to want me

"I want you to want meeee, I need you to need meeee...." -Cheap Trick

Some men are just dumb bricks. I'm not saying all of them (most), but some just really don't deserve our time of day.
I have this boyfriend. No, he's not a dumb brick (most of the time). We've been going out about 7 months now, which isn't bad at all for our age. We get along 97% of the time, + he's an amazing kisser. I doubt the boy has ever had a case of dry lips in his life! The thing is... (Yes, there is a but, there always is and there always will be. Get use to it or fuck off.) I don't seem to be his... Everything? Yes, I know that sounds like I'm full of myself and mean and self-centered, but for once I want a guy to just wake up and think of me. To WANT to spend time with me whenever he gets the chance. I want a guy who holds my hand, puts his arm around me, and TALKS to me! Cheap Trick really said it all with their song, "I want you to want me," it really is as simple as that.
I know it seems like a lot, but sometimes I just want a love so pure that even the moon itself looks down apon us with envy.
Are you suppose to marry your bestfriend? I don't think so. I mean that would be... I don't know... Weird? Or maybe it's just suppose to be like that. But I don't think I could ever feel that same kind of love I feel for a boyfriend, for my bestfriend. BAH! I'm to young to think about this crap...

On another topic, I went to the whole model talent thing and it was pretty cool. I had a photoshoot and this Saturday I'm going to go through a talent and runway competition, which will be easy and fun! :) Well, I mean it will be easy but I'm sure other people with more experience will be a lot better than me. But I'll have fun, and that's all that counts.
More later.