flip... FLOP!

Why don't sheep shrink in the rain?

Just when I thought MAYBE things were going to look up. I got home around 8:30 last night; I was out with Joe and his family for dinner. My mom had locked both doors and didn't seem to be home. We called her and she apologized and said that she had been at one of the neighbors houses. After my mom chatted up Joes mom, they left. Mom told me that she had had a little run in with "What's His Face" and that I had to go to my dads that night and maybe for the whole week. She was going to stay at a friends house and was going to go to COURT tomorrow! She also took my cell phone because what's his face had been texting me some things that he shouldn't have and she had to take it to court to show that judge. I'm not sure whether to be scared or relieved. I feeling a little bit of both, with some paranoia mixed it.
My muscles still ache from weight training on Tuesday so I'm skipping today and I'm just going to go home and run.
I don't really feel the same umph I usually feel to blog. When I read over my posts they don't seem to fit in with the earlier posts I've done.
I can't wait for winter break! I just want it to come already! We are going up to my Grandpa's in upstate NY!!! I get to help out at his winery and we get the best room at his B&B! I wish that we could stay longer... But I'll take the time that I can get :) I have to say that I didn't really like my Grandpa before. He always seemed hard and was always smoking/working on his computer all day. But we started talking on the phone and now I feel like I have a real Grandfather again! I'm so excited to go and visit! The only thing that could make it better is if Joe could be there. He was going to come with us but we have to leave Christmas morning and his mom wants him to stay home for that. Which I totally understand but it would still be nice if he could come...
Bell is about to ring.
More later.

POW!

"The Greatest trick the devil ever pulled, was convincing the world he didn't exist."-The Usual Suspects

I know that I start out a lot of entry's this way but... So much has happened! I was going to type when all of that was going on but my computer just wasn't up for it IE: it wasn't working. The past two weeks I've gone from threatening someone to get out of my house, being screamed at for just trying to help, and feeling so bad that I thought maybe it would just be better if I ended it right then and there. I know that I can be mellow dramatic sometimes but if you could have just seen what I had been through... I'm not saying it's as bad as what some other people have gone through, but it was bad enough that I really thought that maybe it would hurt a lot less if I just "left." I am feeling much better now though and even though things are still in the sucky zone; I think it will turn around... I still feel like a terrible girlfriend... I wasn't going to talk about this because I think it will only make me feel worse but I just, I just need you to know. My boyfriend, and best friend forever, who I love more than anything on this earth, was hurting himself. I didn't really realize it until later on and I feel like my whole world has gone down in flames. The thing that makes it worse is that I knew that something was going on and I saw what was on his arms but I didn't do anything about it. Well now I have and I hope that everything gets better...
On another note, a much lighter one, remember the girl I was talking about that I was going to hang out with after school? Well I had a great time! And then we hung out again... Not such a great time. And we're going to hang out again... Ug. I don't mean to be mean but I just don't think that we're compatible. Like mac and pc on the commercials. Anyway, I apologize that this post wasn't like the usual post I do. Next time.
Over and out.

Typing to keep my hands busy

I'm just not really feeling quotes right now....

So sneaky!!!! Who would have guessed that the whole "gift card" thing is a total scam!? Well it IS! I don't know why this popped into my head but I just realized! That couple of dollars or few cents that you don't spend, the store gets to keep!!! That is truly how they make their money! Through our carelessness! So to all of you who read! If anyone actually does! Don't be lazy and get someone a gift card!!! And if you MUST, make sure to put a few odd cents on it!
On another note: today after school I am going to hang out with someone who I NEVER thought would want to hang out with me! I didn't even realize that she even thought about me now that we go to different schools. But she emailed me and asked if i wanted to hang out today and I said yes! I don't even really know why; this person hasn't really made a effort to know me and, until now, they have seemed to dislike me. What's going on?
Well anyway I'm in plus right now so I should probably get to my undone homework before the bell rings and I am forced to do math for an hour and a half. The horror.
More later.