-Dalai Lama
I can't remember the last time that i wrote a post and I'm sorry about that. A lot has happened I suppose and I'm not sure whether to be happy about it or not.
Yesterday was Halloween. "Joe" (I call him Joe because I'm not keen on sharing who this person is) and I didn't do much; watched scary movies, visited with neighbors, and handed out candy. We were going to visit this haunted house but Joe got sick out of the blue. Today Joe is going to the doctor to make sure that it isn't his appendix... I really hope it's not.
Something has been on my mind lately and if anyone has any incite at all on what the heck could be going on with my mind PLEASE comment or SOMETHING because I slightly feel like I'm going insane. Joe and I are so happy. I've waited 7 years to be with him and be as happy as I am now. I love him. I don't want to be with anyone else and I don't think that I will ever want to be with anyone else. The thing is, Matt has been on my mind! I've had dreams about him and thoughts and I'm on the borderline of stalking him on FB! WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON???? I know things ended badly and I haven't seen him since then.... and that's probably why these things have been going through my head; but it's maddening! I just want them to stop. Any ideas???
Yuck, B on my independent reading project... What a rip off. Actually if we're being honest I'm lucky to have gotten a B because I only worked a day on it. I did everything I was suppose to but I guess when it comes down to being honest, B was the best I could have gotten. Oh! I better get a good grade in English or my parents are going to flip! How can I get a bad grade on my supposedly favorite subject???
Oh! That reminds me, guuuuess what!!?!?! I'm in high school! XD Ha! take that!
Anyone else feeling holiday stress?
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