"Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder..."
So yesterday I wrote almost two pages of me ranting and saying all these things that I would never tell anyone and I was just about to post it, but for some reason blogspot wasn't working so it didn't post and I was really pissed off about it, but today I'm really glad that it didn't post because I probably sounded like a mad woman! I'll tell you though, last night I totally had a mental breakdown. I don't know if it's because of the time of month or because of the season change, but I just totally broke down and sobbed for about an hour. I would like to think that this is normal.
I realized something this morning. I've been a selfish lately. I got into a fight with Joe yesterday and I was totally pissed off at him because I felt like he wasn't taking my feelings into consideration; but now that I think about it, it's ME that's not taking HIS feelings into consideration. You see, he just sold his house and his mom is kind of freaking out and putting a lot of pressure on him, plus they don't even know where they're going to live for the time being. I feel terrible for not thinking about that yesterday when I was upset with him. I didn't realize that he was going through a tough time. I hope that I can make it up to him somehow...
On another note: The quote I put up today, I've decided that I need to live by that more and if I do I'm pretty sure I'll become a happier person. Any thoughts?
Until later.
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